Tonight I dreamt of GD. Such a weird dream too. I was running around because I was attending BIG BANG’s concert (somewhere, idk, I think at the time I thought it was in London) and it turned out the venue where the concert was was just a small club, which I’d never expected, which made me stress around the place even more. I know I went out to a hallway before the concert begun and I hung off my bathrobe among with other stuff (bathrobe… that’s really strange right? I mean, I barely ever wear it and only after showering so why bring it to a concert, I really don’t understand my dream self at times).
Anyhow, I went inside the small club and noticed a crowd had gathered in front of the stage, but I was set on being in the middle at the front so I ran forwards, noticing a bouncer seeing me running and just before he tried to stop me I slowed down and walked past him showing off a cute smile, so he let me pass eventhough he’d let through too many between the fence closest to the stage that he was guarding. Somehow I was aware of this. And also aware that I’d dressed up all dolly-pretty korean style like (ulzzang style, wearing circle lenses, soft locks in my hair and false lashes, kinda like I was dressed yesterday, just not as a creepy doll, instead my own style of the look), so I could get my way past anyone…
I half-run to the middle of the stage and notice a small gap between some people where I manage to squeeze in. Just then the concert starts and I’m just deliriously happy to see Big Bang performing and GD again, and so happy to see him for the first time with really nice hair (remember I’ve only seen BIG BANG in the past at the Seoul Alive-concerts in march, where he had that awful extention going on so this is actually something I’m happy about and looking forward to). Suddenly G-dragon jumps off the stage into a gap in the crowd just behind me and continues singing and dancing on the ground just looking at me. I get stunned, but realize quickly I can’t lose his attention so I take his hand carefully and start “half-sexy” dancing with him.. And he plays along, quite surprised that I’m actually dancing with/for him, but seeming to enjoy it. Then the song kinda slows down and he’s not singing, but still holding my hand, so I lean in and kiss him. He looks surprised.
Then I wake up.
BTW, this is the Halloween-outfit I had yesterday, if you didn’t see it earlier, I’m a creepy doll: